Thursday, December 02, 2004

girlie idol pig out scream out session

woohooo!!had a blast yesterday at f's house....great fun man.....for 3 hour plus we laughed, screamed, jumped, shouted, hugged each other, baring-ed, took pics and basically enjoyed ourselves silly..and for the first time yest i voted..not once, not twice..but 10 timeS!!! which is quite amazing really looking at how i've never voted for taufik before..hehe..but he was just damn cute yest seh..just made me melt with his super duper cutesy, sincere smile..it was so obvious who the winner had to be...the other apek was simply crap..his 1st song was rubbish and im sure the judges noe it..just that they were too fake and so not brave enuff to say out the truth...
nway before i go on:
1. soya bean milk $0.80
2. fruits $2.10
3. yest's ljs $3.90
4. pig out food $5

n boy oh boy did we really spend and eat yest..bought ljs meals, cheezels, ruffles chips, chocettes, pocky n rocky road ice cream..n got drunk on F&N orange...hahaha...it was so fun just lazing in front on the TV on the super huge carpet..rolling about without a care in the world..cos it was just 4 of us girls...screaming away.heh.
sighz.am feeling lazy to go for the function tonite.so buang current.so waste of time.no cute guys around. no fun girls to hang out wif. so tak worth it.should i go or should i not? but if i dun go wat excuse should i make? hmm. but i heard the prizes are good.dear asked me to join him in __ but sempat tak to buy tix seh at this last minute. or should i just drive up? but it's gonna be damn scary to drive up alone. n will there be enuff room, wat wif his family around? hmm..i miss him.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

dam te chink-os

i must say...IM SO SO BLOODY SICK OF THESE DAMN BLOODY CHINK-Os!!! they are damn ignorant..always think they know everything when they noe abso-fucking-lutely nothing and always say the most idiotic of things!!!...one of these blardy ah bengs doesn't even noe his own higher management..and another stoopid english-speaking s is so dumb to be taken in by gossips that mediacorp won't let a malay win the singapore idol because they dun want us malays to dominate the whole competition..wat a whole load of bull!!!!..arrghh...stuppid stuppid hans...n why must we give way to them all the time when they dun even give a fu*k about other ppl...give way to them and they step all over your head....they dun even appreciate it..wat ass-es.........soooo geram now.....y oh y oh y do i have to be stuck in a class full of them.....it's just getting my blood pressure up...really..the way they talk is so damn pretentious.....n so not interesting and so full of crap and they think they're funny??? Damn them idiots...ergghghhhhhh

a brand new start

it's now lunch time and i've decided to start a blog..cos i realised writing is very therapeutic indeed and it'll be good for me..esp during my times of depression i.e pms..hehe...kinda frustrated cos i've already created another blog before this but had trouble logging in my posts..so decided to create a new one wif different names...n i donno why im writing this...cos its so redundant.heh.

can't wait for the end of the day cos that's when i'll be meeting my chums..at tampines.original plan was to meet at orchard but they wanna catch singapore idol tonite...damn great fans of taufik of course...so they wanna crash at my place later.....hmm note to self: buy self made popcorn, chips, ben n jerry's ice cream and whatever else delish to be consumed later...

hmm..i so feel an urge to shop now....cos dear is away n i wanna feel better.......he just left yest nite but i miss him already...(n he misses me too! heh..said that yest upon reaching his destination) but i promised him i'll save money for our big day...sighz...when issit gonna come anyway......we're so good together...he's such a strong, responsible and caring person...have never felt anything like that for anyone else........well am looking forward to the weekend now so i can see him..but sobz he'll be off again to the land of "ppl who berak tak cebok' next week so i have to find things to do to occupy myself and make me forget that i miss him...sighz....speaking of next week, it's back to work and seeing all those asses and spending ungodly hours in the office......back to the life where going back at 7.30pm is considered real early.can u imagine? sighz....gone will be my life......i guess satc dvds will be my best friend next week...but am starting to hate carrie now...she's so whiny and thinks wat she does is always so right...when she's just a fucked-up bitch.......haha.sorry for that.oklah me gotta go enjoy my lunch break a little..am gonna buy fruits...lotsa them...i sooo need to lose weight. be back soon.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

peace and silence at last

im back...finally....there's no one in the training room...and i can enjoy some much needed time alone...bliss...but before i carry on...need to do this:
1. fruits $1.20
2. banana milkshake $1.50
see the thing is i've already promised dear i'd be keeping tabs of my expenditure so i know what's my money been spent on..so i have a rough indication of how much i should cut down..n how much i've saved cos i really really need to help him save up some money for ....ahemz. anyhow i feel fat today..n too pink..am wearing my black frumpy skirt, a pink top and pink shoes..i can't believe im being impractical today..pink shoes? never in a million years did i think i'd have the courage to buy something so insensible...i must have been in one of my crazy or pms-ey feminine moods then..heh.just realised im devouring my jackfruits, watermelon and apple with such fervour..macam tak makan 10 hari...it's just sooo delish n i wanna finish them up before the other manjens come back...nway speaking of them, i really have no idea what's going on in their silly minds..the way they speak, what they talk about and their orbit sense of humour really is terribly cringe-inducing..Their jokes are rubbish and they have no idea what they're talking about..trying so hard to impress with their knowledge..bloody know it alls...padahal they dunno a single bloody thing...so ignorant of other ppl's culture and damn insensitive...can't wait for this teeline course to finish so that i can get away from them and their warped mentality...n be back in familiar grounds. but wif all the *toots* of course.

must.change.shoes.my pink shoes are terribly hurting my feet now..trust me to bring my black sensible shoes..ahh..will change into them once im in the car. and did i already say i feel fat??? had a really huge waffle yest at gelare siglap..brought my mommy along...n i was feeling tamak so i bought the large waffle with 2 scoops of ice cream...cos we already waited like almost half an hour for seats so i thot i had to get my money's worth...n besides it was half price waffle day..had butter pecan and chocolate overload flavoured ice cream and boy oh boy ...it was truly an overload...felt so muak not long after n almost vomitted...plus a group of super noisy charbos laughing like hyenas in the corner didn't help...they caused such a huge headache to everyone there.hmm..am now feeling an urge to read other ppl's blogs..oklah will do so now before break time is over .......ciaooo...

a brand new start

it's now lunch time and i've decided to start a blog..cos i realised writing is very therapeutic indeed and it'll be good for me..esp during my times of depression i.e pms..hehe...kinda frustrated cos i've already created another blog before this but had trouble logging in my posts..so decided to create a new one wif different names...n i donno why im writing this...cos its so redundant.heh.

can't wait for the end of the day cos that's when i'll be meeting my chums..at tampines.original plan was to meet at orchard but they wanna catch singapore idol tonite...damn great fans of taufik of course...so they wanna crash at my place later.....hmm note to self: buy self made popcorn, chips, ben n jerry's ice cream and whatever else delish to be consumed later...

hmm..i so feel an urge to shop now....cos dear is away n i wanna feel better.......he just left yest nite but i miss him already...(n he misses me too! heh..said that yest upon reaching his destination) but i promised him i'll save money for our big day...sighz...when issit gonna come anyway......we're so good together...he's such a strong, responsible and caring person...have never felt anything like that for anyone else........well am looking forward to the weekend now so i can see him..but sobz he'll be off again to the land of "ppl who berak tak cebok' next week so i have to find things to do to occupy myself and make me forget that i miss him...sighz....speaking of next week, it's back to work and seeing all those asses and spending ungodly hours in the office......back to the life where going back at 7.30pm is considered real early.can u imagine? sighz....gone will be my life......i guess satc dvds will be my best friend next week...but am starting to hate carrie now...she's so whiny and thinks wat she does is always so right...when she's just a fucked-up bitch.......haha.sorry for that.oklah me gotta go enjoy my lunch break a little..am gonna buy fruits...lotsa them...i sooo need to lose weight. be back soon.